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There are some times when I want to think about the friends I have.. and then there are some days that I think about the friends I use to have. 

There are issues I would love to bring up again and just get them off my chest but there are other days that I just can't think of the words to say. 
I have been getting a busier life and I have been getting deeper into my work and my personal life but right now I just don't really know what to do. 
I would love to just sit back and watch the world pass by, but I can't. I have to indulge myself and be apart of something that I know will never be as easy as its suppose to be? 


I have made a great new group of friends and I love them to death... and I still have all my old friends as well.. but when I start forgetting about my old friends I am thinking to myself.. why can't I just get up off my lazy ass and just go hang out and do something. 
If only money wasn't a big concern at the moment. 
I wish I could win the lottery and just make everything on a much happier note. 

I am not a good friend, I believe.. I don't know how to make things alot better than I want them to be. 
I ever wonder does anyone think.. 
HEY! We should include Jordan into this activity or just something. 
Cause most of the time I just feel left out.

I know I am the outsider of my new group.. and I sometimes feel like I have abandoned my old friends.. but I just don't know what to do anymore. 

Rather just sit back and watch everything go by.. 
Just kinda put myself in the background once in a while and just be there for people. 
Though people hardly know me as it is.. 

Someone should just sit me down and ask 100 questions and just get to know me a little bit more than usual.. cause in that experiment people get to know me.. and I guess I get to know myself. 


I guess I need to find myself again and that takes time.. who knows.. does anyone really know who they are anymore?

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Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
hey hey everyone!
My name is Jayy
I am turning 21
Female. -looks downs to make sure-
I am 5'7''
One Blue - One Green Eyes
A HUGE nerd.
And I love any form of art.

My profile says I have been on here for two years, and yes I have but there hasn't really been any artwork, until now.
My artwork varies.. it may be crappy, and it may be awesome, but that's all on how you see it.
I express myself a lot through art and not a lot of people see that. I do write down my thoughts in my journal when I can't really draw what or how I am feeling out. Seems easier to me.
Art relaxes me just like music does, depends on what I am listening to influences what I draw.
I am who I am.
Art makes me happy.
Art is life.

I just graduated highschool, and trying to find work.
Art is my hobby, art is my life, I love it to death.
I love meeting new people, so don't be shy, and comment!

Peace! Later!

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are-we-the-waiting Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks a ton for the :+fav:!
biohazardmistake Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem, I love spiderman, so it was awesome! Perfect!
psychopathic-jad Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Student Digital Artist
thanks for the watch :)
SpritelySeamstress Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Love the new pics!
MAC-Photographie Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2012  Student Photographer
Thank you so much!
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SpritelySeamstress Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Just wanted to say again how much I love your art. I mean, I've always liked it, but some of the new stuff you've posted lately has really surprised me with how dark and interesting it is. Also really like the style of your characters. Totally unique. Keep it up!! :)
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